I’ve tried so hard to become the perfect daughter for you. I really did, which is why im so screwed up inside. One time i get a B and you made me feel so stupid. I was ashamed of myself to get such a “mediocore” grade. You made me feel so bad about myself. I’m not going to let you put me down anymore. Whenever something goes wrong you blame my mom. Even though its your fault you still blame her. you don’t take responsibitilty for your actions. YOu’re the worst husband anyone can have. YOu hurt my mom so deeply inside and i will never forgive you for putting her through so much pain. You have the nerve to try to ruin my realtionship with the man i love. How dare you, who do you think you are. You never gave him a chance and told me that he wasn’t good enough…u didnt say anything to him… his family isnt stable… look at ours, drop outs in the family, teen pregnancy, running away, isolation… not finacinally stable.. like we’re any better, Mr. Unemployed… he’s not good looking enough… so what, i dont care about how u look, as long as u love me and withstand the blows i throw, ur good enough… now its too late to get to know him cuz he doesnt want to know u. and i dont blame him cuz u waited too long and youre a stubborn old man. u killed our realtionshiop and i will never be able to talk to you the same again. of course, you’re my father and i love you deeply. i appreciatied everything you’ve done for me and the love you showed me. u taught me how important it was to have a family who cares for u. you’re a great father who sacrafices himself so there’s food on the table. the truth is, the good DOES NOT outweigh the bad. you’ve emotionally scarred me for life. i was terrified of dating an asian guy bc i tought he might turn out like u. he didnt. and hes the guy you hate for me and u will never learn how great he is. i love you father but not for the reasons you think i do. I hope someday you realize how badly u hurt this family and take responistiblity for them instead of blaming us for it.
Love, Star
